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28 April 2011 @ 01:42 am
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stream died on me. :|

/off to write more wake up.
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shut up and let me go!
20 April 2011 @ 02:06 am
(Hurts like bullets between these walls
seen less with powder drippin' off the lid
angels in my snow breathing at the end.)

YVES SAINT LORENTZ!
IN RALPH LAUREN!
I SEE YOU!
SEE ME!

FEELS LIKE BULLETS THROUGH YOUR CHEST
HERE'S YOUR COMFORT
DO YOU HEAR MY VOICE?
IT IS WHAT IT IS AND IT IS WAZZUP
TURN DOWN THE LIGHTS AND TURN MY VOICE UP

IT'S NOW I'M FLYING
THE SUN IS RISING
AND THE DAY IS DAWNING
BABY I RULE HERE
SHOWING YOU AROUND
LIKE YOU WERE NEW HERE

COOL CAT
NINE LIVES LIKE WU-TANG
UP IN THE CLUB
HEAR IT?
BOOM BANG
I WILL NEVER STOP
I WILL NEVER HAVE AN EMPTY HAND
I AM AFTER NEW LAND

I'M HERE NOW LIKE WHAT IT DO!
BUT WHERE ARE YOU?
I HAVE IT NOW
BUT WHERE ARE YOU?
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shut up and let me go!
20 April 2011 @ 02:03 am
I know what you did
I know
So I'ma let you taste hurt
I ain't washing my sins
I ain't washing my sins

Now we're lying about the nights
Hiding it all behind the smiles
Take a look at what you did
You probably thought that break my heart
You probably thought that you make me cry
But baby it's okay
I swear it's okay

'Cause I know everything


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Dave cards a hand through his hair, frustrated beyond belief. He's had enough.

Blaine still isn't looking at him.

"Look, you don't want me."

A shaky inhale.

"I get that. I got it before this even started."

His eyes flickered towards the door. He knows that every single Glee fucker is outside pressing their ears against the wood, jostling for a prime spot.

"You're bitter about Kurt. I'm a rebound. A fake fuckbuddy. Fine. I can deal with that."

He wants Blaine to object, to tell him he was dead wrong. But the silence is too grating and his heart is threatening to drip out of his ribcage.

"And maybe I thought you actually did want me. I don't know, maybe it's just me being stupid. Maybe I deserved this. Maybe your little revenge was just a weekend project. White knight duties and shit. But I didn't deserve being lied to."

He takes a step backward, towards the door.

"Think about it."
 
 
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shut up and let me go!
08 April 2011 @ 08:02 pm
[Played in Reverse] Behold the finite set of thirteen convex figures
The irrational sine versus tangent 45

Behold the finite set of thirteen convex figures
The irrational sine versus tangent 45

And we genuflect before pure abstraction
1.05946, twelth root of two, amen

To begin again

To whom we revenerate seven pieces,
endlessly manifold, self-contained revealed, replete

With all respect, we beseech the books of figures
Make us your analog, to begin again
 
 
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07 April 2011 @ 06:08 pm
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He smells like anise stars, cinnamon, ginger, and cilantro. Heady, strong, and bold. Blaine drops his messenger bag and plants his face into the junction between Dave's shoulder blades and wraps his arms around the man's chest.

He may or may not be gnawing on Dave's t-shirt.

"Nice to see you too," Dave says, walking towards the spice cabinet and dragging Blaine with him. He finds the Worcestershire sauce and soy sauce and totes them back to the stove and starts adding away to the stock boiling merrily.

"You didn't eat lunch?"

"Nnnnngh." Blaine whines, remembering the dismal sub he had from a sub-par chain that the entire office seemed to adore. In the end, he passed it off to Mikey from Sales.

David laughs, and Blaine kicks his ankles slightly.
 
 
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shut up and let me go!
30 March 2011 @ 10:29 pm

If this is redemption, why do I bother at all
There's nothing to mention, and nothing has changed
Still I'd rather be working at something, than praying for the rain
So I wander on, till someone else is saved


His hand skates over Blaine's.


Blaine doesn't look down, but he squeezes back, rubbing his thumb over the knuckle as he laces their hands together. They breathe in the damp, salty air, and Blaine digs his toes deeper in the sand.


There's a bottle of vodka above their heads, untouched. Dave's pretty sure he's dreaming all of this anyways, and Blaine doesn't want to sully the moment with alcohol.


Dave dragged Blaine away from his despicably small NYU dorm, and they made their way down, driving along the coastline to Atlantic city in his rental car before Blaine told him to pull over by Ocean Grove. This was far enough, and Blaine had a 5 hour lab the next day.


So they set out Blaine's only towel on the sand and sat there in the dark, talking. And when that grew tedious, they tangled their legs together and tried to fend off the Atlantic wind.


They're hungry, thirsty, cold, and tired, but they smile quietly to each other and brush the sand off each other.


That we don't eat until your father's at the table
We don't drink until the devil's turned to dust
Never once has any man I've met been able to love
So if I were you, I'd have a little trust


James Vincent McMorrow - We Don't Eat (6.7 MB)

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29 March 2011 @ 11:33 pm
a very, very, very extremely lazy rcrdlbl-based dave music mix, meaning that all these downloads are legally free, so pick and gank at your choosing!

Esben the Witch - Chorea (Christian AIDS Remix)

The Snowdroppers - Do the Stomp (Spank Rock Club Mix)

Glasvegas - The World is Yours

Wolf Gang - Dancing with the Devil (Coco Bong Club Remix)

Jamie Woon - Lady Luck (Royce Wood Junior Remix)
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27 March 2011 @ 11:45 pm
I hereby call jermiah/dave damiah. o/

also, this is in winterswallows’ sandbox, with her charmingly cynical Jermiah.



He kind of regrets meandering into the food court.

After striking up a necessary, but thankfully not too stressful friendship with the Jamba Juice girl, he now has access to her 15% off reduction on smoothies— something to keep him alert but not trembling, neurotically alert, and he’s quite willing to let her in on the 20% employee Gap discount. It’s mutually beneficial, and they both like Parks and Rec, and that was that.

Except now he’s pretty sure he’s completely fine with snapping her neck, as he watches her lean over on the counter, resting her chin on her hands as she laughs sweetly at his Dave. Dave’s protein berry workout was clutched in his hands, and he intermittently sips at it, as he smiles at Jamba Juice girl, who in fifteen seconds will be dead.

Jermiah sucks in a breath as the girl rests a hand on Dave’s forearm and pulls out a pen and a pad of paper.

So. Fucking. Dead.
 
 
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